Can You Handle Me?

Has anyone ever just tried to sit down and write about themselves? It seems a little difficult. 

As a person, we are difficult.

In ways I'm just a normal 14 year old girl. In others I'm not.

I'm simply, yet complicated.

 

I emerge myself into words to feel as someone else.

I create sadness with the past and often over analyze things.

I have moments were I find myself down for no apparent reason other than the danger of my own thoughts, which sometimes lead to the feeling of being all alone to drown in my own tears.

I honestly think, I think more than the average person.

I keep the friends that are fake and I sometimes push away the ones who care.

I'm in love with a disaster of doubts.

I find comfort in blogging.

I spend a very large percent of my free time on my laptop.

Sometimes I like being to my self. 

Other times I'm desperate to be wanted around.

My biggest fears in life are not being wanted and not making something of myself.

I think about my future, alot.  Always have. 

I tend to procrastinate, too. 

I find it hard to trust people. 

I trust very, very few.

I have a guilty pressure in watching 90210, Ghost Hunters, American Idol, Grey's Anatomy, and the news. 

Music wise it's in no particular genre, either. Taylor Swift, 30H!3, All Time Low, Theory of a Deadman, Keane, and Jason Mraz.

I do realize I do pretty dorky things. 

Immaturity seriously bothers me, and so does people who speak/type with seriously bad grammar.

I can be friends with almost anyone, until they start problems.

I can argue about anything.

I'm often sarcastic. 

I enjoy saying "Oh So Very Much _____" you may find that annoying. 

I find a lot of things annoying.

I could go on and on about different things, but I won't. 

I may seem serious with things, but I don't think I'm all that serious.

I'm simply, yet complicated.