Blah.

I’m all alone and I’m kind of, sort of scared. Earlier I heard this sound, it was like if a phone vibrates on a table 10x as loud. My dogs have been barking, and like I said, I’m alone. I have nothing to do, and I just feel lonely, so that doesn’t really help.

At the moment I’m kind of mad at Austin. While I’m here all bored with nothing to do, I’ve been staying up so I could talk to him tonight like I always do. Well he hasn’t been talking to me, because he’s hanging out with other people, which I understand. Well two hours ago he says in an hour or two we were going to sleep. Well apparently I can’t talk to him anyways because, well you don’t need the details. The point is he always leaves those minor details out. Austin isn’t really a man of his words though, so It’s not like I can be disappointed. 

Ugh... I could have had the chance to be asleep already, but now when I actually try, I can’t.

I hate people. All people.

Okay, not really . . . but still!

Let’s see ... Updates:

-Friday with Carson. Well After school we walked to the Mexican restaurant, ate, and then went to my house. We played some wii, soccer, watched the movie Yes Man, and just hung around and talked. She is so hilarious and it was so much fun!

Ha! We decided to be immature and prank call some people. One of us had the idea to call Amy, when she didn’t answer we waited to leave a message. She is so stupid! This is basically how her voice mail went . . . “Hey this is Amy, and this is my voice mail . . . so you shouldn’t be talking because you’d be like hey and you’d just be stupid because it’s just my voice mail. Just leave a message and I might call you back . . . okay I will! So yeah. . . leave me a message I love you guys. Byeeeee”

And her Amy voice made it even more stupid.

Some how we called Kyle too. He answered. Like I said, Carson is like the funniest person I know. I was cracking up. Kyle on the other hand was just like “Oh”, “Okay”, “Yeah”, and being really quite and boring. Usually when you prank call some one they either don’t answer, hang up, or joke around with you. This summer Carson and I prank called him and he talked to us for like an hour, just being happy as can be. He use to always be happy and fun. Now he’s just different. He always seems depressed and unhappy. He doesn’t talk much and it’s just . . . odd. Five months ago he was the complete opposite. I don’t know what happen. In a way it’s good and a way it’s bad. It’s good, I guess, because there’s no way I could ever like him now, I can’t even be friends with someone like that! It’s bad because, well he seems all depressed all the time! There has to be a reason. I guess I’ll never know since I don’t talk to him though. Which brings up a little side story. . . 

Well a couple weeks ago, yall know how I mentioned I was talking to him and he was talking about still liking me and making a mistake, blah blah blah. Well I don’t know if I ever mentioned that he broke up with Amy, I might have. He was telling people he was thinking about getting back with me, and all that good stuff. Well for those couple days he was talking to me, but I think he felt a little shut down by me, and just kind of stopped. The next thing I know, he’s back with her. 

In other news. . . I talked to Krista today. She texted me and was like “Omg I miss you” and I replied “Omg thanks for calling me or something . . . Not!” (She moved, I don’t know if I’ve said that) she then “im sry” Yeah, then I was just kind of over it, and we talked. She was with one of her new friends, named Jamie! Apparently she has two new friends named Jamie, and I don’t know any other Jamies, well girls. She also has this new boyfriend named Baily. Her and her friend Jamie was saying she’s actually pretty popular and a lot of guys like her. I’m not so sure if that’s true though because, Krista has a past of lying and well most people who that was true for wouldn’t actually say it.  Who knows. . .

Well, I’m getting kind of tired, and I now have no reason to stay up, nor do I want one, I’m kind of happy I’m going to sleep now. So goodnight. I hope everyone has a nice day tomorrow. Well, most people.