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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Can You Handle Me?

Has anyone ever just tried to sit down and write about themselves? It seems a little difficult. 
As a person, we are difficult.

In ways I'm just a normal 14 year old girl. In others I'm not.
I'm simply, yet complicated.
 
I emerge myself into words to feel as someone else.

I create sadness with the past and often over analyze things.

I have moments were I find myself down for no apparent reason other than the danger of my own thoughts, which sometimes lead to the feeling of being all alone to drown in my own tears.

I honestly think, I think more than the average person.

I keep the friends that are fake and I sometimes push away the ones who care.

I'm in love with a disaster of doubts.

I find comfort in blogging.

I spend a very large percent of my free time on my laptop.

Sometimes I like being to my self. 

Other times I'm desperate to be wanted around.

My biggest fears in life are not being wanted and not making something of myself.

I think about my future, alot.  Always have. 

I tend to procrastinate, too. 

I find it hard to trust people. 

I trust very, very few.

I have a guilty pressure in watching 90210, Ghost Hunters, American Idol, Grey's Anatomy, and the news. 

Music wise it's in no particular genre, either. Taylor Swift, 30H!3, All Time Low, Theory of a Deadman, Keane, and Jason Mraz.

I do realize I do pretty dorky things. 

Immaturity seriously bothers me, and so does people who speak/type with seriously bad grammar.

I can be friends with almost anyone, until they start problems.

I can argue about anything.

I'm often sarcastic. 

I enjoy saying "Oh So Very Much _____" you may find that annoying. 

I find a lot of things annoying.

I could go on and on about different things, but I won't. 

I may seem serious with things, but I don't think I'm all that serious.

I'm simply, yet complicated.

It's Jamie!!

So I'm back!!
*Yay*
I am So Sorry!
As you may have read in the words of Austin, my internet has not really been working. I have no clue why actually, but it would work for five minutes one day and none the next. Now it seems to be perfectly fine. 
And for that reason, Meg you can't disown me! That's just not fair :( I saw where you stopped following...

I would love to catch you guys up, but my life is really a bunch of nothing, if you haven't noticed. What basically happen was:
-Elizabeth was up for a week. We shopped, watched movies, went out to eat, acted stupid 99% of the time, and had to close the stores (Not Fun!)
-Went to school...Of course...except on Friday, and that was just because. 
-I'm serious, Nothing  happened. 
T H A T' S A L L. 
 

I will be posting like I use to; alot. Long post are coming you way :)

Oh, Thanks Austin :) 

Friday, January 30, 2009

Austin Thoughts.

So I have infiltrated the blog account of my girlfriend to tell you a very important message.

She is without internet at the moment and would love to leave you all a wonderful insight of hers, but sadly you all (y'all) will have to wait another short while, she promises to be back soon.

She is laying in bed right now and so should I. But then, if i was you couldn't have this post!

On behalf of her I'd like to say that I'm amazing.

On behalf of me I'd like to say that Jamie is amazing.

Everybody should read her posts because she can think some pretty random stuff up, and if you read it then maybe you'll like be smarter or something.

*BREAKING NEWS*
This just in, she has a chap stick that tastes like sugar cookies.
*END NEWS*

Now it's 3AM my thoughts are not that cool right now, so you guys can think of some cool things a blog might say and imagine that you just read them here.

-Night y'all
Austin

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Hello There :)

Yes, I have realized I have not post since Monday.
Sorry.
It actually feels strange. 
This past week has felt like it went by so fast though.
I don't think this post will be very long, but tomorrow's will :)
Long post just make me happy. 

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I have actually sat here for five minutes, my attention off in la la land, thinking about things. It's about time I go lay down for bed anyways. 
Blog-You-Later :D
ha.

-Jamie

Monday, January 19, 2009

Twilight :)


I found this video on For The Love Of Twilight. When I first saw it I though, "Ah, not really my style." But then later on I could not get it out of my head! I ended up having to go back and listen to like 12 times in a row :) 
So I thought I would torture you all :) 

Since we are already talking about Twilight (Okay not really Twilight, but there is a connection!), I'll just going to keep on!

About a week or two a go, they announced that they were signing Taylor Lautner to play Jacob in New Moon. Although I didn't really like him in Twilight, I think he's the best bet, and I could grow to like him. 
I think the thing that irritated me most was his hair! Isn't he suppose to wear it pulled back anyway?! Oh, and in New Moon he cuts it right? Hopefully. 
I see so many people with New Moon countdowns on there blog. I think it's like 3oo and something days. That would just depress me every time I saw it, knowing it was that far away!
Breaking Dawn won't be out for a few years, but is it true that they're going to make it into two movies?
This post has basically been turned into just a bunch of questions :) 
I'm thinking some of my wonderful readers will answer them, because I know how much y'all love Twilight. 
I'll make it easy and just make a list of the questions I asked, plus some, below. Feel free to answer any of them :)
1. In the books, doesn't Jacob keep his hair pulled back?
2. Is Jacob suppose to cut his hair in New Moon?
3. Is Breaking Dawn going to be made into two movies?
4. Which Movie are you most excited for?
5. Which was your favorite book?
6. How much money would you pay to meet Edward Cullen!? (haha okay I just threw that one in there ;] )

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Haha :) Of course :)

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Thursday, January 15, 2009

101 Post; Even Better :D

This post has been re-done three times, due to this wonderful thing called procrastination. Even though I've wrote a small post here in there, I really haven't said much in a while. I hopefully plan to put more effort onto my post. Including the ones on my team blog, since I've only posted once.
Speaking of that, apparently it was very "Deep". It was about sunset, well it really had a double meaning and was about something else, I'm sure you could figure it out.
I finally finished my book, Recovering Charles. It was a good book, but the ending kind of irritated me, but I suppose I got over it. I suggest it to others. I'm not very good at explaining things, but I'll try for my wonderful blog readers :)

Luke Millward is a photographer who lives in New York. For years him and Charles, his alcoholic father, never spoke. When they did it was only when Charles was broke and was calling for money. After the phone calls finally stop, and years later it was 2004 and the time of hurricane Katrina. 
One day, Luke got a phone call from Jerome, a man from New Orleans who was a good friend of his dad. 
He was asking Luke to come down and help search for his missing father.
After finally decided to go, he learns about the new life his father had had, and learns of a huge detail that was hidden from only him.
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In other book news, I am now reading An Abundance of Katherines by John Green. I read one of his other books, Paper Towns, which I liked a lot, so I suspect i'll like this one. So far, so good. Although I'm only on the 6th chapter. I'll tell you more about that later.
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I finally got a notebook to use as my "writer's notebook" too. Before I actually went to buy it, I couldn't decide if I wanted a small journal-like notebook, or a regular spiral notebook. I ended up getting one bigger than I planned, but I like it. It's a 3 subject five star spiral notebook. It's blue with a cool design on the front cover, the back cover, the inside cover, and the folder things inside (different designs).
On the front page my aunt and I got bored drew random things on it. I'm keeping it in there. On the second page I'm keeping a list of all the books I  read this year, since I have a goal to read 100 (which I'm kind of behind since I have only read two, but I can do it!)
The third page is an Idea I got from someone else's notebook. It's a song list. It will have every song I ever listened to while writing in it. 
I don't know, I found it interesting :)
Then after that I will write. haha
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I changed a few things on my blog music. I took off a few songs and added a few, nothing major. 

I know a lot of blogger users add photos at the top of every post, I'm thinking I might start that. Right now I'm in  the process of saving a lot of pictures I like. I already had two or three files of picture I liked and would use in the past, but I think I've had a change in picture styles :)
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These past few days it's been super cold. Well colder than normal anyways. On Friday, we even got out of school because of the cold. I didn't know they did that...
I was pretty happy about it though, because That means we got a four day weekend, which is always wonderful! I really wish it would have snowed though. 

On Thursday morning it started to snow and it was actually sticking! But at around noon the Sun started shinning and it all melted!
Not cool, Sun, not cool...
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I might have said this already, but I'm not sure (even if I have, I haven't said much so..). This Thursday my Mom and Howard are going to Hawaii for a week. Yes, H-A-W-A-I-I! And I'm staying at home. My aunt Elizabeth, from Alabama, is coming to stay with me. She is also going to handle all the things my Mom does, like the stores and such, which I'll have to help against my will. Apparently since I've been around stores my whole life and I could basically manage my own, I'm the one who knows what to do and I have to help. So despite me hating going to the stores, for a whole week I have to go to both and help my Aunt close up. Ugh.
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On the plus side, Elizabeth and I will actually be doing stuff; go to the movies, shop, out to eat, etc...
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As much as I would love to stay and chat to myself, my life is rather boring and I don't have anything else that could be remotely interesting to say.

Except
I don't talk about Austin much, because like I said, sometimes he wanders onto here and reads. And although I would rarely have anything bad to say, I find that just a little awkward. 
Well since I have this lovely blog to document things, a week or two ago I looked when I first mentioned him; That was the first day we were a "thing". After I looked at it there, December 18th just sort of stuck in my mind (because I honestly would have no clue, especially since it doesn't feel that long)
Anyways... Today him and I have been together for a month, it really doesn't seem like that long! Like seriously. haha. But I'm guessing it's good it just flew by like that. 
I think this is the longest i've been with anyone since Kyle, which 1: lasted for what fells like forever, and two I tend to break up with people a lot. I had reasons to break up with them though! 
Sorta. 
Okay well they weren't real reasons they were just not Kyle...
Which was a horrible reason because I don't know what the heck I was seeing! 
Anyways... He is great and despite my sunset theory, I really hope it last. 
Of course I'm me, and I doubt everything though. I can't really help it though...
Day by day, the doubts or slowly going away though; at least I think; or at least I hope. I hate doubting things. I don't even understand why I can't not doubt things if I don't want too, makes no sense...

Well before I ramble on about the same ol' thing for 20 minutes, I'm going to go.
:)