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Saturday, February 7, 2009

Excited.

Well I have two things to be excited about:

1. Megan  is making me these awesome headers! Thank you so so much! I will post them soon and let you all pick because, I can't.
Thanks again.

2. I found my best friend from kindergarden and below on myspace! Really! Her name is Callie. More on that later.
Hints, there will be a post later tonight :)

Friday, February 6, 2009

Phone-Back;Austin- Will enjoy me talking about him

I now have my phone in my hand. Yay!

It was horrible without my phone, not so much because of the phone itself , but because I couldn't talk to Austin.

Which brings me to this:
I would like to announce I finally, without a doubt, trust Austin (I am sooo NOT good with trusting people.)

Yes, I know what your thinking. I can't even believe it myself! 
I can not believe I just fell for some guy so quick and  especially when I was "done with the whole relationship thing for a while".
 
I just know at this very moment the feeling is amazing and I also know how terrible the feeling will be if something were to happen. 

But I'm no longer thinking of that; Doubting

It took me a year to finally say to myself  that I loved, well you-know-who, (don't want to ruin the post) and in like two months I can say to myself that I love Austin. wow.

Yeah.

Just wanted to let y'all know :)

-Oh, Megan you can't hate him because of his name! Think logically there can't be multiply Austins, who are like that Austin!

-Oh, and sure Austin already knew this, but I thought it would be a big thing to actually tell YOU guys, because, well I never say what I want because he'll read and yeah.....
You've heard the story. 

I want to say more, but I'll save that for another post!
Because I think I may start saying more of the thoughts in my head.
:)

Thursday, February 5, 2009

OH.M.GEEZ

I got my phone taken up while texting at school :( 
I may get it back tomorrow depends how mad my mom still is.
I hope i do get it back, though soooooo bad!
Wish me luck!!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Well looky there!

Jamie has a new header :)

Okay so it's not that good, but I made it!
If only someone with awesome header making skills could make me a better one.....
:D

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Austin! Twilight!


Hello Hello. I am trying to convince Austin he should read Twilight. 
Because one, he trys to talk about Edward Cullen, when he does not even know! Edward is Amazing! Note I capitalized the first letter is amazing :)

And see if he reads he can see just how great he is (meaning Austin)! To me, that's a great reason.
And the fact that he says he will never read, just makes me want to make him read. 
So...
READ!!!

La La Land

I. AM. ALIVE.

So it seems getting four teeth pulled doesn't kill you. I think the funniest thing is the whole time I was trying to think of things I could say when I blogged this. Wow.

My day did not start off too great, because at the very last minute my Mom decided I did not have to go to school after all. And being at the very last minute, meaning it was too late. So, I had to go anyways. 
Since I rode the bus, I got to school a little earlier than I usually do. I went to my locker, got my English book and binder, then went straight to class (if you stand out in the hall and talk when your about to have English(Couch Reasonover's class) you get yelled at by him!)
So I went and sat in my seat, then started talking to Hannah. A few minutes later I mentioned that I may not be there tomorrow (meaning today). Then, Couch Reasonover asked why. He also said I miss school alot, which I don't I had only missed last Friday! Which then reminded me that I forgot to get my absentee note. So, then I had to inform him of this.
"Ugh, I forgot to get my absentee note, can I please go get it?"
Then he gives me this look.
"I guess! And while you up there you might as well get a tardy. Hurry up." 
(Might I add you never get tardies when your getting absentee notes, he was just being....Couch Reasonover!)
So then I had to go stand in a forever long line and when it was finally my turn I said
"Hi, may I please get a note for Friday? It will be a parent note I just forgot to bring it, I'll have it tomorrow. Oh, and according to Couch Reasonover I need to get a tardy while I'm up here!"
She then looked at me and smiled, while the boy behind me started laughing and said "I feel bad for you, his class sucks!"
When I did get back to class, Reasonover was rude to me the whole time. 
I could complain about two other annoying incidents, but I won't. I'll get to the more interesting part.
The Dentist.
As we were waiting for 2 o'clock, when my appointment was, my mom was telling me which parts would hurt and blah blah blah. I can not stand pain. At all. So this was basically scaring me.
Then at exactly 2 they opened the door and called for me. They took me to the room and told me to wait a moment, that Dr. Milligan would be right there. I spent my last minute of so replying to a text message from Austin saying I would reply again after everything was done. As I was putting my phone in my pocket, Dr. Milligan and  a women that I don't know her name came in. There was the normal small talk and then it started.
They first put the thing over my nose so I could breathe in the laughing gas. Then he started to give me the shots of Novocain? I think. Anyways.. I got four shots of this, one on each side. Top left, top right, bottom left, bottom right. I would feel a small prink and then it would just slowly going away. I think at this point my heart was racing and I had my hands balled into fist. I was quite nervous. Then they left me in there for about five minutes and told me to relax. So I tried. As my mouth was getting numb, I took my bottom and top teeth, and pushed them together to see if it would hurt. I did a few things of this sort, because I was thinking how much it would actually hurt when they pulled the teeth. I don't think I actually relax until the last minute, which was ruined when they walked in.  
He began by giving me more shots in the exact same places, but I think this was something else. I could taste it (it was nasty by the way) He then asked if both sides of my mouth were numb. My right side was, but my left side was not as much. I wanted to make sure it was as numb as I could get it! So he then gave me more Novocain, or whatever, on my left side. Before I knew it he was working on the top left tooth. 
Early I said my heart was racing and I was pretty much shaking, well I was here for sure.
He was moving the tooth around, and around, jerking at it. I wasn't really anything at the tooth. At moments I could hear the tooth being slightly pulled from the gum. 
The entire time I was making sure I was talking long deep breaths of the laughing gas. As he was still jerking and pulling at the tooth, I basically went into la la land. My eyes were closed but I got a dizzy feeling and sort of blacked out. I was no longer paying any attention to the tooth. I was actually paying more attention to the fact that I liked this feeling and there was nothing bad about it. I had completely forgot I could still hear them, until Dr. Milligan was talking directly to me telling me to try to show a little resistance to him jerking at my tooth and at some point I think he also told me to make sure my mouth was open wide because i was smashing my lip with his, well  I don't know what it was but it was in my mouth! So I tried focusing on this while I wasn't really focusing on anything. 
The next thing I know he was already working on pulling the tooth in the top right. He had already pulled the other tooth and I didn't even know it! So, this time I tried to see if I could tell when he pulled it. It was pretty much the same as the other, except when i was actually paying attention i could hear the tooth being pulled out. 
So let me remind you I'm in la la land and I'm actually enjoying this. 
Then, he moves to the bottom left. He starts to move it and I opened my eyes, my heart was once again racing. I could feel it. 
Dr. Milligan then asked "Is everything okay?" He had asked this two or three times before, but this was when it wasn't.
"I can still feel that."
"Oh, that's not good!" he laughed
"No, no it's not!" I replied.
So then he shot me up with some more numbing medicine. ha.
But this time I actually felt it being pulled. After it was done it was not horrible at all though. It didn't even hurt as much as when your little and your pulling an already lose tooth. It just scared me, because I could actually feel it.
By the last tooth, I was kind of sad it was almost over. I had already went back into my relaxed stage and I was thinking to myself I would not mind doing this again. 
Then It was over.
They put the things in my mouth were I was bleeding, (yeah, I did not think about bleeding! Stupid me. It was alot of blood.) I felt so stupid because almost my entire face my numb and I had those things in my mouth which made it look swelled and I had no idea what my face looked like. 
I couldn't talk with those in my mouth and I was also getting scared again because they were talking about how it would bleed and the pain pills. Yes, the pain pills. Which implies there will be pain. 
But in the end it was all fine. Not really any pain. And the pain pills just made me sleepy. So I'm fine. 
:)
I still didn't go to school today because my  mouth hurt :D :D haha

Sunday, February 1, 2009

My last Goodbyes

There's a good chance I will not make it home alive tomorrow. So I thought I should take the time to make a goodbye post. Meg- Your blog was the first blog I ever started reading. I think it may have even inspired me to create a blog, which I am now addicted to. You make the most amazing headers and your just an awesome person. I truly hope you get over the whole Austin thing (Austin it has nothing to do with you so don't waste your time thinking, ha.) He is not worth it. Have a grand time at the Sweethearts dance! Em- I'm glad we started being better friends. I'm sorry for everything that happened last year. I'm happy I did to you what Megan did to me, I helped you start your blog! Keep it up! Oh, and I give you permission to hack my account and make yourself administrator of A Writer's Notebook. Ali- You are defiantly the best reader anyone could have! Surprisingly we have a lot in common. I love your blog and I'm so thankful you love mine :) I don't want to go all yearbook on you, but stay awesome! Sid- We never really talk, but I think your a very great person, always have. If I do survive, I will for sure comment you more often. Katelynn- I don't know what i'd do without your awesome blog music :) You don't seem to write much, but I enjoy reading it all. EVEN THOUGHT WHEN YOU DELETE THINGS YOU WRITE, IT SERIOUSLY IRRITATES ME! ha.. Do the next person a favor, and don't delete things so often. Austin- I have to be honest, I never liked you. Never. Actually I kind of hate you. The only reason I talk to you is for your love of smoothies and skittles. Honestly. Really. NO LIE!!!!! -haha. :D Everyone else, thanks for reading my not so interesting blog! I really appreciate it. -oh, one last person. Dekota (you may know him as my stalker)- I hate to be mean, but you just don't take a hint. Actually, it's more than a hint. You just don't really listen at all. You are stalker-ish. A lot of people think so. I do not, and will not ever like you. Please, Please, Please just give up! And for every other girls sake in a 100 mile radius of our school, try to work on not being a stalker. Maybe then you might find a girl who is...okay well she won't be decent, but she may be a girl anyway. Okay, i can't promise she'll even be a girl. So I guess that's it. Good bye. I love all you guys (except my stalker-creepy!). I hope y'all some-what miss me.If your wondering why I might not come home alive, it's because- - - - - - - I'm going to the dentist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!